mango

stairwell accompaniment:the shins

the day is beautiful. there are few earthly things that bring me as much joy as the month of october and today we are closer than any other day this year thus far. i am savoring the sunshine and the wind.

i'm feeling Jacob lately. wrestling with God and continually walking away with a limp. painful. staggering. tender. i'm becoming more aware of the deeper battle going on here. yet deepening the battle only deepens the significance of my Savior. He is merciful for His sake. yet i will not go unless a blessing is issued.