my 50 to do this year:

1. start again
2. re-evaluate the mystical
3. dignify the nameless
4. drive northwest
5. unlearn identity
6. de-crutch universalism
7. make a way for moses
8. kick one rock the entire walk from the coffeeshop to my house
9. practice holding hands
10.sign up for the third time
11.clap for trains
12.go home
13.commune
14.photograph the tacit
15.welcome someone back to the states
16.collect and disperse inaudible sighs
17.kiss the sun
18.read to the wounded
19.wave
20.avoid millstones
21.agitate what was and make what is
22.be there
23.fall in love with the red letters
25.give up my seat
26.accept gratitude
27.admit my debt
28.peek out from behind metaphor
29.re-marinate my eyes
30.ask without self-interest
31.pursue the trivial
32.pray for promiscuous absolution
33.control the urge to charge
34.stay up real late
35.become far less easily pleased
36.make black cherry kool-aid
37.tell you my secret
38.dine with Pharisees
39.eat a roadside peach
40.take care
41.pursue him
42.work hard
43.study harder
44.light a sparkler
45.hopscotch
46.learn to ride a bike with no hands
47.share my dinners
48.drive through the night
49.make snow angels
50.be relentlessly optimistic